Oct 18

 I've kept myself pretty busy which has helped me from the crushing "reality" of my subconscious. 

The above is a thought I just had. Does it hold any validity? Maybe... I have kept busy to support myself financially and to get an education which is another form of "reality" I have to face. I no longer feel like I have time to go out on weekends and drink, but that kind of applies to making friends in general. Is this immature? or realistic? Honestly, my nights out and time spent with people have actually been much more rewarding than it has been in the past. 

Still, a little free time to rest the mind should be a daily necessity. Going to try and meditate when I can.