The Right Way To Look at The World

I've been watching the first season of The White Lotus and for those unfamiliar with the show, it follows a few rich families as they spend their time at a resort in Hawaii. Each family is massively flawed though one particularly caught my attention due to their conversations. The mother is a CEO of a multinational cooperation, the father is unknown but makes less than her, son is addicted to pornography and screens, and daughter is a drug addict with insane jealousy issues. They all have different ideas of what is right and voice them often. The daughter has a black friend who she brought, who both share the idea that "it's time for the white man to step aside" which is contrary to the mother who feels for her son, saying that it's not his fault and not he's being unfairly ostracized from society. The resort they are staying at used to be native and sacred land but the government and developers didn't care. Some of those natives now work at the hotel. Tha...
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June 23

 I've been micro-dosing now for about a month. The protocol is 5 days on and 2 days off. After a month you take a month off. 


I will do my best to be sober for the next month. From my experience so far on psychedelics, I can say confidently it has changed my life.


Earlier I wrote about my perspective shift but want to elaborate further for myself in case I ever read through these.


What psychedelics do is help you see past the bullshit. They help you understand that you don't need to be treated badly because you're an intern, student, or young person. The promise of school and entry-level jobs is a promotion or something to put on your resume. Because, once you have those things you can finally start doing what you want to do. 


What if I just try and do what I want to do right now. I'm an adult, and I have the capability and discipline to learn. I used to put labels on things like "I can't do that" referring to a job or a skill. 

Maybe I can't but labeling it without having ever actually committed to trying it is delusional. Honestly, most of my thinking was delusional. About women, careers, future, and past. I made rules for how things should be and it was killing me. 





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