I could if I wanted to but I don't

 I've been thinking about this a lot since I've been going out of my comfort zone more. I've reached a point where I don't feel like doing things out of my comfort zone every day. It gets tiring and the thought kind of bores me sometimes. I would sometimes rather just sit in my room and play video games. In my head I'll be angry at myself for not going out or doing a certain activity I had previously deemed scary. Like I'm not working on my goal to be more confident & social. So now I like to tell myself that it's not a fear holding me back from doing it, it's just me not finding it necessary to work on at the moment. It's coming from a place of choice rather than fear.