The Right Way To Look at The World

I've been watching the first season of The White Lotus and for those unfamiliar with the show, it follows a few rich families as they spend their time at a resort in Hawaii. Each family is massively flawed though one particularly caught my attention due to their conversations. The mother is a CEO of a multinational cooperation, the father is unknown but makes less than her, son is addicted to pornography and screens, and daughter is a drug addict with insane jealousy issues. They all have different ideas of what is right and voice them often. The daughter has a black friend who she brought, who both share the idea that "it's time for the white man to step aside" which is contrary to the mother who feels for her son, saying that it's not his fault and not he's being unfairly ostracized from society. The resort they are staying at used to be native and sacred land but the government and developers didn't care. Some of those natives now work at the hotel. Tha...

Staying in flow

 I like aspects of my job but when I reflect on the day after coming home I realize how conflicted I feel. There are coworkers I like and coworkers I dislike. Airing out my grievances isn’t something I necessarily enjoy doing at work so usually keep the peace. The problem is that I feel like I’m being fake and not living in good energy fields during that time. If I work 50% of a shift with a coworker I dislike I have that thought in the back of my mind constantly. 


The grievances I have with one particular co-worker is cause he’s a creep. He's in his 30s and is obviously trying to sleep with young college girls and that just rubs me the wrong way. The thing is that I’m exactly like him. I want to sleep with them too but just rationalize my wanting to as okay cause I’m younger. I wonder if I’ll think differently as I get older. 

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