maybe matured

It's simple really.., you just accept the reality of the situation and move on. The second you try and control it you lose out and miss it. 

When sadness strikes the natural instinct is to go against this belief. Thoughts like "I need to change careers" or "no one will ever love me" unleash and spread like the plague inside my brain. 

The dilemma is that you can't know what's right. Does my current path lead to destruction? Maybe... Would a different path change anything? Maybe... 

For today I'm going to accept the sadness, stop trying to fight it, and go to bed.